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 > I doubt this will be a single coherent piece. It's likely to be a sprawling catastrophe of a composition, but it's well past time to begin putting my thoughts into print. I intend to examine the religious aspects of my upbringing---the various levels of the church, the private school it once ran, and my home environment---in the hope that I can articulate what I believe and why. In particular, I want to separate what I //actually// believe from what I feel I //should// believe.  > I doubt this will be a single coherent piece. It's likely to be a sprawling catastrophe of a composition, but it's well past time to begin putting my thoughts into print. I intend to examine the religious aspects of my upbringing---the various levels of the church, the private school it once ran, and my home environment---in the hope that I can articulate what I believe and why. In particular, I want to separate what I //actually// believe from what I feel I //should// believe. 
  
-  * intro and scope+  * intro and scope---how did we get here? 
 +    * this has been a long time coming, but the decision to start seriously outlining it was sparked by video essays from Laura Crone and Renegade Cut; the former prompted me to confront and accept the complexities of Christian tradition, and both invited me to consider the ways in which the teachings I was raised in may have been built upon distortions (e.g., faith and doubt, the existence and role of Satan) and the harm done by the Christian establishment 
 +    * maybe cover those in more detail?
   * faith and doubt   * faith and doubt
     * exist in symbiosis     * exist in symbiosis
-    * "I believe in gravity" is not an expression of faith, because gravity's existence is not a matter of uncertainty+    * "I believe in gravity" is not an expression of faith, because gravity's existence is not a matter of uncertainty (though some have argued in bad faith against this idea)
     * anyone who says they can prove God exists is lying---to themselves and to everyone else; that's where faith comes in     * anyone who says they can prove God exists is lying---to themselves and to everyone else; that's where faith comes in
   * anti-Catholicism in NCA's curriculum   * anti-Catholicism in NCA's curriculum
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   * NC more generally   * NC more generally
     * and I guess that was NC's biggest flaw: they weren't total absolutists, and they didn't punish doubt, but there was a certain disinterest in exploring nuance or context     * and I guess that was NC's biggest flaw: they weren't total absolutists, and they didn't punish doubt, but there was a certain disinterest in exploring nuance or context
-    * to pull again from Laura Crone, her discussion of the widow who donates all of her money was powerful; it was an examination of a story I knew from an angle I hadn't considered, and that power was entirely derived from the context she provided+    * to pull again from Laura Crone, I found her discussion of the widow's mite to be surprisingly powerful; it was an examination of a story I knew from an angle I hadn't considered, and that power was entirely derived from the context she provided
     * by contrast, Bible quotes at NC were generally stripped of this context, often pulled from whichever translation provided the best fit for the point at hand; the Bible says XYZ, and we're going to take that at face value     * by contrast, Bible quotes at NC were generally stripped of this context, often pulled from whichever translation provided the best fit for the point at hand; the Bible says XYZ, and we're going to take that at face value
     * my gripe is not that they used multiple translations, but that they did so in isolation from each other; that feels more cynical, right?     * my gripe is not that they used multiple translations, but that they did so in isolation from each other; that feels more cynical, right?
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     * in practice, this meant I was highly enthusiastic about my role on the media team but uninterested in showing up to church if I wasn't on the schedule     * in practice, this meant I was highly enthusiastic about my role on the media team but uninterested in showing up to church if I wasn't on the schedule
     * case in point: my departure from NC's youth group and later CotK's; both were painful because they severed me from my only connection to these groups; both were preceded by (unintentional) statements from the leadership that my contributions didn't matter     * case in point: my departure from NC's youth group and later CotK's; both were painful because they severed me from my only connection to these groups; both were preceded by (unintentional) statements from the leadership that my contributions didn't matter
 +  * antisemitism in Christianity
 +    * this might seem like a tangent, but I think reckoning with the built-in antisemitism is a prerequisite for practicing Christianity ethically; it should also be an interesting historical study
 +    * Christianity claimed to be the fulfillment of Judaism, and it's a small jump (really, no more than a hop) from there to arguing that Jews who do not convert are betraying their own faith and thus rejecting God
 +    * then there was the political climate in the early years of the church; in an attempt to present themselves as no threat to the Roman Empire, the early church thought it wise to denigrate the Jews
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