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Reading list

Things I am reading/want to read/have read. It's also fine to include articles, research papers, and videos.

Not all of the works listed here are present because I agree with or endorse their contents. Many are, but several are here in a “know your enemy” capacity, so to speak. Where applicable, I have assigned such entries an estimated “spiciness” rating.

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TitleAuthorSummarySubjects
Abstract Algebra, 3eDummit & Foote

A thorough introduction to abstract algebra.

linear algebra, math, abstract algebra
Anti-Intellectualism in American LifeHofstadter

It's amazing to realize that Hofstadter was writing about a time now more than 60 years past; many of the issues he discusses feel lifted straight out of today's political climate. In this book, he highlights various strands of American hostility to intellect and intellectuals, arguing that this feature is deeply entrenched in the American identity.

history, politics
Friday BlackAdjei-Brenyah

A collection of short stories that I picked up after hearing about the final entry (“Through the Flash”). That story did not disappoint, and I am certain the others won't either.

fiction
Linear Algebra Done Right, 3eAxler

The title is absolutely fitting. The text is well-written, typographically attractive, and playful at times. We worked through the first half during my latest linear algebra course, and I'd like to see it through to the end, which promises a deep, motivated understanding of determinants.

linear algebra, math
Myths & LegendsJackson

A selection of myths from various cultures around the world.

SPQRBeard

A history of ancient Rome, which is something I've wanted to learn more about for a while. I'm reading it as a sort of palate cleanser and will not be taking extensive notes as I go.

history, Rome
The Coming of the Third ReichEvans

The first in his Third Reich Trilogy and likely to be the one I find most useful today. I'd like to take particular care to compare it against The Death of Democracy.

The Elements of Computing Systems, 2edNisan & Schockencomputing, ee, programming
The Ethical SlutEaston & Hardy

Supposedly a foundational work on polyamory, which is a topic I wish to better understand.

The Great Risk ShiftHacker

Examines the origins of the ubiquitous sense of economic precarity.

Topology, 2edMunkres

A thorough dive into general and algebraic topology.

Warrior Princesses Strike BackEagle Heart, Eagle Heart-White
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A Culture of ConspiracyBarkun
A Libertarian Walks into a BearHongoltz-Hetling

Possibly a tiny bit spicy. I have doubts that the author fully grasps the ideological deficiencies of right libertarianism. We shall see.

A Queer History of the United StatesBronski
A Scanner DarklyDick
A Wizard of EarthseaLeGuin

The first in the Earthsea series.

AccelerandoStross
Adult Children of Emotionally Immature ParentsGibson
After Jesus, Before ChristianityTaussig

Covers the first two centuries of Christian history.

All about Lovehooks
All the President's MenWoodward & Bernstein
Alt-AmericaNeiwert

I will need to start this over since my previous notes have completely vanished into the digital aether. Remember to take frequent breaks, because this book is heckin' stressful.

American Conspiracy TheoriesParent & Uscinski

Argues that conspiracy theories reflect inter-group conflicts.

American CorrectionsClear, Cole, & Reisig

No idea how spicy this might be.

An Indigenous Peoples' History of the United StatesDunbar-Ortiz
And the Band Played OnShilts
Anti-Semite and JewSartre
Applied Abstract Algebra, 2edLidl & Pilz
Are Prisons ObsoleteDavis
As Nature Made HimColapinto

A biography of David Reimer, who was raised as a girl following a botched circumcision.

Attack of the 50-Foot BlockchainGerard

A discussion of cryptocurrency from a decidedly critical angle. Takes the position that the story of cryptocurrency is more psychological than technological.

Backlash: The Undeclared War against American WomenFaludi
Beyond FearSchneier
Black Skin, White MasksFanon
Bowling AlonePutnam
Brave New WorldHuxley
Brief History of NeoliberalismHarvey
Bullshit JobsGraeber
Catch and Kill: Lies, Spies, and a Conspiracy to Protect PredatorsFarrow
Complaint!Ahmed
Conservatives without ConscienceDean
Corsets and CrinolinesWaugh
CringeworthyDahl

I forget why I originally wanted to read this. Maybe it was cited in a Contrapoints video?

DanubiaWinder

A history of Habsburg rule of Europe. (I probably thought I was getting the author's other book, Germania. I'll start with this one and look into the other later.)

Dark Victory: Ronald Reagan, MCA, and the MobMoldea

A history of MCA and its mob connections.

Deaths of Despair and the Future of CapitalismCase & Deaton
Debt: The First 5000 YearsGraeber
Democracy in ChainsMacLean
Disney WarStewart
DuneHerbert

I keep seeing references to this franchise, so I'll need to read some of it eventually.

Eichmann in JerusalemArendt

Covers the trial of Adolf Eichmann, during which Arendt coined her controversial phrase “the banality of evil”. I believe most of the critics misunderstood her phrasing, but reading this book is the necessary first step to defending that position.

Elder and Younger BrothersEckardt

Discusses the relations between Christians and Jews.

EmbassytownMiéville
Failed StatesChomsky
Final Destination: DisasterJehn

The fall of Eastern Airlines.

Flow My Tears, the Policeman SaidDick
FolklornHur

I'll be honest, I picked this up because of the cover endorsement from Celeste Ng.

God's Own PartyWilliams
Heretics: The Creation of Christianity from the Gnostics to the Modern ChurchWright

A history of the foundations of the modern Christian church, focusing on those figures declared heretics and their contributions to the faith.

How Democracies DieLevitsky & Ziblatt

Examines the falls of several liberal democracies across the globe and promises insights into the future of ours. This was written in the midst of the Trump presidency, and while I do agree with the authors that he was no good, I am hoping for more of substance from their recommendations than “Trump bad, electoralism good”.

How to Survive a PlagueFrance

Covers the early AIDS pandemic.

I Have No Mouth and I Must ScreamEllison

I've heard it described as “a tone poem, where the tone is 'venom'.”

I Know Why the Caged Bird SingsAngelou
I'm Thinking of Ending ThingsReid
In a Dark, Dark WoodWare

Ruth Ware was on my list of authors to look into, so I grabbed a copy of this book at a thrift store.

Islands of AbandonmentFlyn
Japan's Infamous Unit 731Gold
Killing HopeBlum

Discusses American military interventions since WWII.

The Late Great Planet EarthLindsey

Definitely spicy

Libra ShruggedGerard

The story of Facebook's short-lived Libra project.

Manufacturing ConsentHerman & Chomsky
Messengers of the RightHemmer

Tells the story of the first-generation conservative broadcasters.

Mistakes Were Made (But Not by Me)Tavris
Neoreaction: A BasiliskSandifer

A collection of essays surrounding contemporary reactionary movements, all of which I've heard are excellent.

NeuromancerGibson
New England and the Bavarian IlluminatiStauffer

Not at all what it sounds like, I swear. It's a doctoral thesis on the history of the original group calling themselves the Illuminati, and according to Hofstadter, it's “the most vivid account of the hysteria over revolution and infidelity that followed the French Revolution.”

Nineteen Eighty-FourOrwell
NixonlandPerlstein
No More Police: A Case for AbolitionKaba & Ritchie

Part handbook, part road map for a future without police.

Not without My SisterJones, Jones, & Buhring

Not to be confused with the historical WWII novel of the same name, this book outlines the authors' experiences living in the Children of God (AKA The Family International.

Odd Girls and Twilight LoversFaderman

I believe this is a history of lesbians in media.

Oilcraft: The Myths of Scarcity and Security That Haunt U.S. Energy PolicyVitalis
On RevolutionArendt
Only RevolutionsDanielewsky

As with all of Danielewski's work, Only Revolutions will take some effort to get through. Initial passes give the flavor of Finnegan's Wake, only with a greater proportion of English.

Ordered Sets: An Introduction, 2edSchröder

An introduction to partially ordered sets, a topic that Lidl & Pilz sparked my interest in. Also, the author chaired the math department at my university.

Orphans of the SkyHeinlein
Our Missing HeartsNg

I've enjoyed Ng's other novels, so I expect I will enjoy this one.

Physics for Scientists and Engineers with Modern Physics, 10edSerway & Jewett
Postcapitalism: A Guide to Our FutureMason
Prairie Fires: The American Dreams of Laura Ingalls WilderFraser
Profit over PeopleChomsky
QuiverfullJoyce

Ew

RatfuckedDaley
Rogue StateBlum
Self-Made ManVincent

Chronicles the author's time spent living as a man and integrating into male social circles.

Sisters in HateDarby

A profile of women in the alt-right.

Slaughterhouse FiveVonnegut

Another of those classic titles that I need to read.

Someone Who Will Love You in All Your Damaged GloryBob-Waksberg
Special RelativityWoodhouse

I may actually have studied enough mathematics to understand this.

Stamped from the BeginningKendi

A history of the development of American racism.

Stiff: The Curious Lives of Human CadaversRoach
StonewallDuberman
Suburban NationDuany
Terror, Love, and BrainwashingStein
The Age of Surveillance CapitalismZuboff

Just a tiny dash of spice: Zuboff believes that capitalism would be fine if not for the surveillance capitalists. I strongly disagree, but I am sure the book contains many other valuable insights.

The Bell JarPlath
The City & The CityMiéville
The Computer Boys Take OverEnsmenger

Hopefully this covers the roles of women in early computing and their eventual displacement.

The Darkest WebOrmsby
The Death of ExpertiseNichols

Should be an interesting companion to Anti-Intellectualism in American Life.

The Demon-Haunted WorldSagan
The Divine ComedyDante

I need to read this.

The Elements of Statistical LearningFriedman, Hastie, & Tibshirani
The Entrepreneurial StateMazzucato

Promises to debunk the myth that the private sector is the only innovator.

The EvangelicalsFitzgerald
The Forest and the TreesJohnson
The Fourth Political TheoryDugin

Very spicy. Supposedly Dugin's works have informed much of Russia's current policy.

The GiverLowry
The Heyday of American CommunismKlehr
The HistoriesHerodotus

This seems like one of those essential reads, right? I've heard plenty about it, and I think it's time I actually read it.

The History of White PeoplePainter
The Making of a Moonie: Choice or Brainwashing?Barker

Wrestles with the question of whether people become Moonies by choice or through brainwashing.

The Myths That Made AmericaHeike
The Ones Who Walk Away from OmelasLeGuin
The Origins of TotalitarianismArendt

I've been meaning to read some of Arendt's work. This is as good a place to start as any other (not least because I now have a copy). And wow, does it look dense upon initial scan.

The Plutonium FilesWelsome

Details secret radiation experiments conducted in the US during the Cold War.

The Pol Pot RegimeKiernan

Covers the Khmer Rouge period in Cambodian history.

The Power BrokerCaro

All about Robert Moses, whose (terrible) influence on city planning is still very much felt today.

The Price of Whiteness: Jews, Race, and American IdentityGoldstein

Documents the uneasy place Jews have held in America’s racial culture since the late nineteenth century.

The Reactionary MindRobin

An examination of the history of conservatism. A major theme is that conservatism does not exist without a liberatory movement to oppose. The conception of politics as a venture in which the average citizen could participate only emerged from the ashes of absolute monarchy. A monarch's authority is tautologically justified: he is the king because he is the king. Only when the populace began to challenge this notion was something more substantial needed, and thus was born what we know today as conservatism.

Similar dynamics are at play today. As marginalized voices receive greater attention, reactionary movements rise to uphold the status quo. This is not to say that movements for equality are to blame for conservatism; rather, reactionaries view gains for egalitarianism as threats to their own positions.

The Rise and Fall of the Third ReichShrier

Yet another account of Nazi Germany. While popularly acclaimed, it has been panned by professional historians for its entire existence.

The Shock Doctrine: The Rise of Disaster CapitalismKlein
The TestamentsAtwood

A follow-up to The Handmaid's Tale.

The Third Reich at WarEvans

The third book in Evans's Third Reich trilogy, covering the second world war.

The Third Reich in PowerEvans

The second in Evans's Third Reich trilogy, covering the latter part of the interwar period.

The Utopia of RulesGraeber
The Will to Changehooks
This Nonviolent Stuff'll Get You KilledCobb
Troll NationMarcotte

Hard to say how spicy this will be. At least one person has referred to quoting this book as a red flag, so…

Ugly War, Pretty PackageJaramillo

Explores how media outlets help to sell citizens on war.

Understanding Analysis, 2edAbbott

I bought this largely because I didn't pay enough attention during my two (!) semesters of real analysis — which used this as their text — and want to prove to myself that I can do better.

Unit OperationsBogost
Ur-FascismEco
Von Menschen und Mensch*innenPayr

This one might be a tad spicy. Judging by the subtitle (20 Gute Gründe, mit dem Gendern Aufzuhören) and a few snippets I picked up while skimming it, the author wishes to do away with gender-neutral conventions like the gender star. I haven't read far enough into it to know whether he proposes an equitable alternative or simply wants to halt efforts of linguistic inclusion. Only one way to find out!

When Prophecy FailsFestinger, Schacter, Riecken, & Aronson

What happens in the minds of the members of doomsday cults when their leader's predictions repeatedly fail to appear?

Witches of AmericaMar
WonderbookVanderMeer
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I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings Maya Angelou
The Origins of Totalitarianism Hannah Arendt I've been meaning to read some of Arendt's work. This is as good a place to start as any other (not least because I now have a copy).
The Bell Jar Sylvia Plath
Authority Jeff VanderMeer
Acceptance Jeff VanderMeer
Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents Lindsey Gibson
Folklorn Hur I'll be honest, I picked this up because of the cover endorsement from Celeste Ng.
The Histories Herodotus This seems like one of those essential reads, right? I've heard plenty about it, and I think it's time I actually read it.
Danubia Winder A history of Habsburg rule of Europe. (I probably thought I was getting the author's other book, Germania. I'll start with this one and look into the other later.)
The Coming of the Third Reich Richard J. Evans The first in his Third Reich Trilogy and likely to be the one I find most useful today. I'd like to take particular care to compare it against The Death of Democracy.
The Third Reich in Power Richard J. Evans
The Third Reich at War Richard J. Evans
The Civil War as a Theological Crisis Noll An examination of Civil War-era theological schisms resulting from American slavery. I suspect/hope it will provide an interesting perspective on the “queer question” in today's church.
New England and the Bavarian Illuminati Vernon J. Stauffer Not at all what it sounds like, I swear. It's a doctoral thesis on the history of the original group calling themselves the Illuminati, and according to Hofstadter, it's “the most vivid account of the hysteria over revolution and infidelity that followed the French Revolution.”
Attack of the 50 Foot Blockchain Gerard A discussion of cryptocurrency from a decidedly critical angle. Takes the position that the story of cryptocurrency is more psychological than technological.
Libra Shrugged Gerard The story of Facebook's short-lived Libra project.
Topology James Munkres A thorough dive into general and algebraic topology.
All About Love bell hooks
Our Missing Hearts Celeste Ng Set to be released in October 2022. I enjoyed Ng's two previous novels, so I expect I will like this one.
Bullshit Jobs David Graeber
The Great Risk Shift Hacker
Applied Abstract Algebra Lidl & Pilz
How Democracies Die Levitsky & Ziblatt Examines the falls of several liberal democracies across the globe and promises insights into the future of ours. This was written in the midst of the Trump presidency, and while I do agree with the authors that he was no good, I am hoping for more of substance from their recommendations than “Trump bad, electoralism good”.
A Libertarian Walks into a Bear Hongoltz-Hetling Possibly a tiny bit spicy. I have doubts that the author fully grasps the ideological deficiencies of right libertarianism. We shall see.
Neoreaction Sandifer
Neuromancer William Gibson
The Rise and Fall of the Third Reich Shirer Yet another account of Nazi Germany. While popularly acclaimed, it has been panned by professional historians for its entire existence.
Eichmann in Jerusalem Hannah Arendt
On Revolution Hannah Arendt
Ur-Fascism Umberto Eco
Laziness Does Not Exist Price Examines the paradox of modern work: people today work far more than most have historically, yet they still feel insufficiently productive.
The Ethical Slut Easton & Liszt Supposedly a foundational work on polyamory, which is a topic I wish to better understand.
Anti-Semite and Jew Sartre
Terror, Love, and Brainwashing Alexandra Stein
The Reactionary Mind Corey Robin An examination of the history of conservatism. A major theme is that conservatism does not exist without a liberatory movement to oppose. The conception of politics as a venture in which the average citizen could participate only emerged from the ashes of absolute monarchy. A monarch's authority is tautologically justified: he is the king because he is the king. Only when the populace began to challenge this notion was something more substantial needed, and thus was born what we know today as conservatism.

Similar dynamics are at play today. As marginalized voices receive greater attention, reactionary movements rise to uphold the status quo. This is not to say that movements for equality are to blame for conservatism; rather, reactionaries view gains for egalitarianism as threats to their own positions.
The Age of Surveillance Capitalism Zuboff Just a tiny dash of spice: Zuboff believes that capitalism would be fine if not for the surveillance capitalists. I strongly disagree, but I am sure the book contains many other valuable insights.
Slaughterhouse Five Kurt Vonnegut
Understanding Analysis, 2ed Stephen Abbott I bought this largely because I didn't pay enough attention during my two (!) semesters of real analysis — which used this as their text — and want to prove to myself that I can do better.
Only Revolutions Mark Z. Danielewski As with all of Danielewski's work, Only Revolutions will take some effort to get through. Initial passes give the flavor of Finnegan's Wake, only with a greater proportion of English.
The Divine Comedy Dante I need to read this.
Wonderbook Jeff VanderMeer
Von Menschen und Mensch*innen Fabian Payr This one might be a tad spicy. Judging by the subtitle (20 Gute Gründe, mit dem Gendern Aufzuhören) and a few snippets I picked up while skimming it, the author wishes to do away with gender-neutral conventions like the gender star. I haven't read far enough into it to know whether he proposes an equitable alternative or simply wants to halt efforts of linguistic inclusion. Only one way to find out!
Flow My Tears, The Policeman Said Phillip K. Dick
Nineteen Eighty-Four George Orwell
Brave New World Aldous Huxley
I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream Harlan Ellison I've heard it described as “a tone poem, where the tone is 'poison'.”
The Fourth Political Theory Dugin Very spicy. Supposedly Dugin's works have informed much of Russia's current policy.
Alt-Ameria David Neiwert I may need to start this one again unless I can locate my original notes.
American Conspiracy Theories Parent & Uscinski
A Culture of Conspiracy Barkun
Ugly War, Pretty Package Jaramillo
Beyond Fear Schneier
God's Own Party Williams
The Pol Pot Regime Kiernan
The Heyday of American Communism Klehr
The Myths That Made America Heike
Unit Operations Ian Bogost
Quiverfull Joyce
American Corrections Clear, Cole, & Reisig No idea how spicy this might be.
The Elements of Computing Systems Nisan & Schocken
The Elements of Statistical Learning Friedman, Hastie, & Tibshirani
Special Relativity Woodhouse I may actually have studied enough mathematics to understand this.
Physics for Scientists and Engineers with Modern Physics Serway & Jewett
Ordered Sets Schröder
Corsets and Crinolines Waugh
Not Without My Sister Jones, Jones, & Buhring
Islands of Abandonment Flyn
Are Prisons Obsolete Davis
The Evangelicals Fitzgerald
Final Destination: Disaster Jehn The fall of Eastern Airlines.
Brief History of Neoliberalism Harvey
The Giver Lowry
The History of White People Painter
Why Are All the Black Kids Sitting Together in the Cafeteria
I'm Thinking of Ending Things Reid
How to Read Donald Duck
All the President's Men Woodward & Bernstein
Against the Fascist Creep Ross
And the Band Played On Shilts
Accelerando Charles Stross
The City & The City China Miéville
As Nature Made Him Colapinto
Black Skin, White Masks Franz Fanon
Bowling Alone Putnam
The Computer Boys Take Over Ensmenger Hopefully this covers the roles of women in early computing and their eventual displacement.
Conservatives without Conscience Dean Should be somewhat spicy along the same lines as the end of The Authoritarians: “conservatism would be fine if not for a few weirdos!”
Cringeworthy Dahl I forget why I originally wanted to read this.
The Darkest Web Ormsby
The Death of Expertise Nichols Should be an interesting companion to Anti-Intellectualism in American Life.
Debt Graeber
Ratfucked Daley
Embassytown China Miéville
The Demon-Haunted World Carl Sagan
Deaths of Despair and the Future of Capitalism Case & Deaton
Democracy in Chains MacLean
The Entrepreneurial State Mazzucato Promises to debunk the myth that the private sector is the only innovator.
Manufacturing Consent Herman & Chomsky
The Forest and the Trees Johnson
Failed States Chomsky
How to Survive a Plague France Covers the AIDS epidemic.
An Indigenous Peoples' History of the United States Dunbar-Ortiz
Messengers of the Right Hemmer
Mistakes Were Made (But Not by Me) Tavris
Nixonland Perlstein
Odd Girls and Twilight Lovers Faderman
The Plutonium Files Welsome
Prairie Fires Fraser
Orphans of the Sky Heinlein
Postcapitalism Mason
Profit over People Chomsky
A Queer History of the United States Bronski
A Scanner Darkly Phillip K. Dick
The Shock Doctrine Naomi Klein
Sisters in Hate Darby A profile of women in the alt-right.
Someone Who Will Love You in All Your Damaged Glory Bob-Waksberg
Stonewall Duberman
Suburban Nation Duany
This Nonviolent Stuff'll Get You Killed Cobb
Troll Nation Marcotte Hard to say how spicy this will be.
The Utopia of Rules Graeber
When Prophecy Fails Festinger, Schacter, Riecken, & Aronson
The Will to Change bell hooks
Witches of America Mar
A Wizard of Earthsea Ursula LeGuin The first in the Earthsea series.
Dune Frank Herbert I keep seeing references to this franchise, so I'll need to read some of it eventually.
Stamped from the Beginning Ibram X. Kendi A history of the development of racism in America.
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2312Robinsonfiction
AcceptanceVanderMeer

The final book in the Southern Reach trilogy.

AnnihilationVanderMeer

I read this whole book in a single afternoon, and even though I finished it no more than an hour ago, I'm struggling for the words to describe it.

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AuthorityVanderMeer
Everything I Never Told YouNgfiction
House of LeavesDanielewsky

My all-time favorite novel, House of Leaves almost never leaves my head. If you hang around me long enough, I'll eventually pull out my copy and talk at length about the text.

fiction
Jesus and John WayneKristin Kobes Du Mez

Discusses the long-running campaign of American evangelicals to masculinize Jesus and the ripple effects that campaign has had on the nation's political discourse.

politics, history, evangelicalism
Let This Radicalize YouHayes & Kaba
Little Fires EverywhereNgfiction
More Than a Glitch: Confronting Race, Gender, and Ability Bias in TechBroussard

Argues that racism, sexism, and ableism in AI are not glitches but are in fact built into its foundation.

The Alice NetworkQuinnfiction
The AuthoritariansAltemeyer

A highly accessible and frankly enjoyable introduction to authoritarianism, written by someone who has studied the topic for decades.

politics
The City in the Middle of the NightAnders

A young woman struggles to survive in a highly regimented city on an unforgiving planet.

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The Civil War as a Theological CrisisNoll

An examination of Civil War-era theological schisms resulting from American slavery. I suspect/hope it will provide an interesting perspective on the recognition of queer identities within today's churches.

The Death of DemocracyHett

An examination of the Weimar Republic's final years.

history, fascism
The Handmaid's TaleAtwoodfiction
The String DiariesLloyd-Jones

A fun ride undercut by its infuriating ending.

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The Handmaid's Tale Margaret Atwood
House of Leaves Mark Z. Danielewski
The Death of Democracy Benjamin Carter Hett
The Authoritarians Bob Altemeyer
The String Diaries Stephen Lloyd Jones
2312 Kim Stanley Robinson
The Alice Network Kate Quinn
Annihilation Jeff VanderMeer
Everything I Never Told You Celeste Ng
Little Fires Everywhere Celeste Ng
The City in the Middle of the Night Charlie Jane Anders A young woman struggles to survive in a highly regimented city on an unforgiving planet.

My all-time favorite novel, House of Leaves almost never leaves my head. If you hang around me long enough, I'll eventually pull out my copy and talk at length about the text.

I take away something different each time I reread it. On my first read, I wondered about the nature of the monster stalking Johnny; after the second, I questioned its existence as something separate from his own mind. With my latest read, I am confident that the “monster” is nothing more than Johnny's (and Navidson's) self-destructive habits.

An examination of the Weimar Republic's final years. Accounts of this period I've previously heard (i.e. high school history) didn't even mention Weimar. It's especially important, given today's political climate, to study how fascist movements have consumed nations in the past. A running theme of Hett's account are the ways establishment conservatives sought to use Hitler to strengthen their own positions and ended up handing him the reins of the nation. It's a painful lesson that when you cooperate with fascists, you are helping them win.

Summary and notes coming soon.

A highly accessible and frankly enjoyable introduction to authoritarianism, written by someone who has studied the topic for decades. Perhaps the most important takeaway is that authoritarian followers are driven by one major desire: to appear “normal”. This feature of their psychology is highly exploitable, both by reactionary leaders and progressive movements. If we want to make the world a more equitable place, we need to stop asking for their permission. Make the world better around them, and they will adapt even faster than we will.

Altemeyer is, however, something of a centrist. He argues toward the end that the main problem with the American Right is not its conservative ideology but its high concentration of authoritarians. I obviously disagree with that point, but I find the rest of his observations highly illuminating. In particular, it has helped me to see that many apparent contradictions in conservative belief are not in fact contradictions. To put it most succinctly, “don't try to examine it through the lens of facts. It's all about loyalty.”

I would describe this novel as a beautiful painting. I have never longed for space the way I did while reading it. The asteroid terraria in particular captured my imagination — imagine a landscape sloping upward away from you in both directions to meet overhead. It must be dizzying to look up and see the tops of trees. How about Terminator, a city on rails constantly skirting Mercury's gray line to stay ahead of the deadly sunlight? What if gender and sexuality were widely accepted as continuous spectra rather than discrete, disjoint categories?

The primary protagonist, Swan Er Hong, is petulant, uncooperative, self-destructive, a tad feral — surprisingly juvenile for someone over 100 years old. Yet somehow I still found it easy to sympathize with her, even as I was constantly exasperated by her antics. Equally frustrating, but likely prophetic, is the intense fragmentation of humanity's off-world colonies, the so-called Balkanization of the solar system. Nothing could be more human than senseless tribal feuds.

The primary plot is an investigation into what can only be described as an attempted mass murder: the track carrying Terminator is destroyed by a coordinated attack of tiny projectiles flung from different parts of space. The story climaxes with a similarly coordinated cross-solar-system sting that happens almost entirely off-page, which is extremely lackluster given the stakes. The perpetrators (a collection of quantum computers in humanoid bodies) are given a brief trial and ultimately flung into deep space. Swan and Wahram are wed, and the book ends.

This is why I call the book a beautiful painting. The concepts at play are fascinating but often seem like stage props in search of a script. Some oddities of formatting in my copy lead me to wonder whether it was missing a key chunk (such is the peril of bootleg ebooks…), so I may revisit this book in print at some future date.

A fun ride undercut by its infuriating ending. A mother, newly widowed and desperate to save her daughter, ends a centuries-long battle by sacrificing herself in a gasoline explosion. It is a painful but satisfying (dare I say badass) endpoint for her story. And then, out of nowhere, one of the side characters declares that she can be revived on a technicality — and so she is, at the comparatively minimal cost of her eyesight and the life of a character the reader barely knows. It's a very fanficcy ass-pull of a plot point. I have no idea how this man knew her heritage, why he withheld that information for the entire plot, or how this magical revival improves the story.

There is a sequel focusing on the daughter, and I have purposely ignored it due to the bad taste this book left. I have, however, considered rereading The String Diaries to see whether the ending's stupidity was properly foreshadowed by earlier stupidity.

I read this whole book in a single afternoon, and even though I finished it no more than an hour ago, I'm struggling for the words to describe it. Most of all, I wonder how it could sustain two sequels. It's not that I think the concept is exhausted by the end; far from it. But Annihilation is such a personal story and its content so dreamlike that I worry a follow-up, especially one focused on the Southern Reach itself, would cheapen it. That's not going to stop me from reading the other two—if this one could take me on such a ride, then I look forward to the ones to come.

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